it’s not about what happened in the past, or what you think might happen in the future. It’s about the ride, for goodness sakes. There’s no point in going through all this crap, if you’re not going to enjoy the ride. And, you know what? When you least expect it, something great might come along. Something better than you had ever even planned on

I wish you cared for me, the way I do for you I build my hopes up so high just to watch them fall before my eyes I have such high visions of my future with you, But they are never what the future has in store for me Tell me, why is it that I’m always hurting?

 

the best friends are the ones you don’t have to talk to everyday, who understand why you didn’t take their advice to not call him or why you keep going back to him after he breaks your heart. the ones who call you at 4 AM to let you know they’re drunk, who listen when they’ve heard the same story a thousand times, the ones who call just to say hi, and whether you’re dancing on the table or passed out drunk, they’ll turn and say, hell yeah, that’s my best friend.

the best friends are the ones you don’t have to talk to everyday, who understand why you didn’t take their advice to not call him or why you keep going back to him after he breaks your heart. the ones who call you at 4 AM to let you know they’re drunk, who listen when they’ve heard the same story a thousand times, the ones who call just to say hi, and whether you’re dancing on the table or passed out drunk, they’ll turn and say, hell yeah, that’s my best friend.

I`m always a mess. I can never keep my own secrets. I laugh too hard at stupid things. My favorite songs can make me cry. I always watch for 11:11, but i miss it more than i notice it. I live in the past, in the memories i have with the people i love. I hate thinking about reality & i`m so homesick that it`s not even funny. But not homesick in a missing my house kind of way..maybe it`s more like heartsick for all the things that i can`t get back. It`s hard for me to define myself..I guess i`m just a cliche—the girl who loved too hard & didn`t get anything in return. i don`t want to be the heroine in some tragic love story, i just want the one person who has never given me a second thought.  

I`m always a mess. I can never keep my own secrets. I laugh too hard at stupid things. My favorite songs can make me cry. I always watch for 11:11, but i miss it more than i notice it. I live in the past, in the memories i have with the people i love. I hate thinking about reality & i`m so homesick that it`s not even funny. But not homesick in a missing my house kind of way..maybe it`s more like heartsick for all the things that i can`t get back. It`s hard for me to define myself..I guess i`m just a cliche—the girl who loved too hard & didn`t get anything in return. i don`t want to be the heroine in some tragic love story, i just want the one person who has never given me a second thought.  

 I realize now that when your heart breaks you’ve must fight like hell to make sure you’re still alive. Because you are, and the pain you feel, it’s life. The confusions & fear that’s there to remind you that somewhere out there, there’s something better, & that something is worth fighting for.

 I realize now that when your heart breaks you’ve must fight like hell to make sure you’re still alive. Because you are, and the pain you feel, it’s life. The confusions & fear that’s there to remind you that somewhere out there, there’s something better, & that something is worth fighting for.

Can’t you see it? She likes you, more than you could imagine. It’s in her eyes, it’s in her voice, it’s in her smile. She’s so different when you’re around, so much happier. You’re the one for her, but you don’t see that, do you?

I wonder how much you knew about her. Did you know she was afraid of the dark? Or spiders? Did you know she hates thunder and lightning but loves rain on a spring night? Did you know she would do anything for her friends, and loves them with everything she has. I bet you didn’t know that everyone she has counted on has left her with one more shattered piece in her heart. I bet you didn’t know she can’t count her true friends because she has none. I have to wonder if you know that her hair is real, and it’s her favorite feature. I wonder if you knew she was insecure about her weight. I wonder if you knew she still thinks about you, and even though she will deny it every time, she still loves you more than life itself.

I wonder how much you knew about her. Did you know she was afraid of the dark? Or spiders? Did you know she hates thunder and lightning but loves rain on a spring night? Did you know she would do anything for her friends, and loves them with everything she has. I bet you didn’t know that everyone she has counted on has left her with one more shattered piece in her heart. I bet you didn’t know she can’t count her true friends because she has none. I have to wonder if you know that her hair is real, and it’s her favorite feature. I wonder if you knew she was insecure about her weight. I wonder if you knew she still thinks about you, and even though she will deny it every time, she still loves you more than life itself.

I don’t want him to be perfect. I want him to laugh at me, trip me, then help me back up, pick me up and throw me in the pool, make me laugh for hours and take me out. But most of all, i just want him to love me.

I don’t want him to be perfect. I want him to laugh at me, trip me, then help me back up, pick me up and throw me in the pool, make me laugh for hours and take me out. But most of all, i just want him to love me.

You know what i really want?i want you to kiss me like its the last time. Hold me like you’ll never get the chance again. And treat me like i’m slowly slipping away. i need to know that you need me, that you want me.

You know what i really want?i want you to kiss me like its the last time. Hold me like you’ll never get the chance again. And treat me like i’m slowly slipping away. i need to know that you need me, that you want me.

Sometimes I wish I had never met you. Because then I could go to sleep at night not knowing there was someone like you out there.

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The thing is, you make me happy. You walked in when it seemed like the rest of the world walked out. You were there, you are there. I never need to pretend when I’m around you, when I’m talking, when I’m with you. You’re hilarious; you make me laugh all the time. You seem to pick up when something’s wrong before everyone else does and you know exactly what to say to make it all okay, and even if it’s only for a little while, it helps. The thing is, I love you. Thank you for everything.

The thing is, you make me happy. You walked in when it seemed like the rest of the world walked out. You were there, you are there. I never need to pretend when I’m around you, when I’m talking, when I’m with you. You’re hilarious; you make me laugh all the time. You seem to pick up when something’s wrong before everyone else does and you know exactly what to say to make it all okay, and even if it’s only for a little while, it helps. The thing is, I love you. Thank you for everything.

I want to be with you, I just want to be with you. If I could hold your hand for the rest of my life, I would never be scared again. I want to hold you tight and I want to tell you every second how much you mean to me because nobody has ever meant more. I want to be able to help you and make you smile, just like you make me smile.

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